When people are born they are dealt a certain hand of cards. I was dealt a particularly good hand. One of those cards was having a very loving family. I was always supported in whatever pursuit I chose. Sports, music, education, etc. When I moved to California for school, I had some relatives from my mom's side of the family to help look out for me. My aunt, uncle, and cousins made me feel at home. I also had my friends from my school. I never missed out on the family atmosphere even though I moved 2000 miles away from where I was born.
When I was laid off from THQ and decided to move to Washington, I had a much smaller friend circle and no blood relatives around. I was fortunate enough to have my girlfriend's family take me in; I will always owe them for the generosity they have shown me. But I will be candid with the fact that I was unsure of my future in the area. Not having a job began to weigh heavily on me and I unconsciously put up emotional walls to protect myself just in case things did not work out and I had move away. I started to think the encouragement I was receiving from my local companions was to mostly protect themselves from me freeloading off of their generosity. I was still in contact with my immediate family, but without face to face contact, their sincere encouragement only went so far.
Today, I got a job. It's not in the game industry like I had hoped but it is a good job and I am more than happy to have it. The outpouring from my family was one of relief and excitement. They worry about me being so far away and now they have the piece of mind that I am gonna be alright. My kin's reaction was not altogether surprising to me. However, the affection from my Seattle coherts was. Their excitement was abundant and genuine. I realized today that my emotional barriers had blurred my perception of their concern. They were not merely worried about how I might affect them, but they were truly concerned about my well being, my future, and my happiness. Just like my family back home.
I was under the impression that I made the move to Washington where I didn't have any family. I am happy to admit that I was wrong.
When I was laid off from THQ and decided to move to Washington, I had a much smaller friend circle and no blood relatives around. I was fortunate enough to have my girlfriend's family take me in; I will always owe them for the generosity they have shown me. But I will be candid with the fact that I was unsure of my future in the area. Not having a job began to weigh heavily on me and I unconsciously put up emotional walls to protect myself just in case things did not work out and I had move away. I started to think the encouragement I was receiving from my local companions was to mostly protect themselves from me freeloading off of their generosity. I was still in contact with my immediate family, but without face to face contact, their sincere encouragement only went so far.
Today, I got a job. It's not in the game industry like I had hoped but it is a good job and I am more than happy to have it. The outpouring from my family was one of relief and excitement. They worry about me being so far away and now they have the piece of mind that I am gonna be alright. My kin's reaction was not altogether surprising to me. However, the affection from my Seattle coherts was. Their excitement was abundant and genuine. I realized today that my emotional barriers had blurred my perception of their concern. They were not merely worried about how I might affect them, but they were truly concerned about my well being, my future, and my happiness. Just like my family back home.
I was under the impression that I made the move to Washington where I didn't have any family. I am happy to admit that I was wrong.